tuesday (monday really)

that's bananas and i am going to turn my brain off ok is that ok
but rEALLY that was very out of character
buhhhuhhh

saturday

tonight was good when i drank beers
i walked around to different places but nowhere in particular
and i liked that
would you like it
if i gave you another beer
because i would do that if you asked me
you would not even have to ask particularly nicely
because i am willing and i think that is ok
but please let me know if it is not ok
because that would be ok too

well you remind me of several things
namely of beyonce or something
well no just kidding that’s way off
but that’s all i can think of right now
is that ok
because i hope it is ok

but you make me a little bit nervous
but then you said that i made you nervous by being nervous
so maybe next time i will ask if you want another beer
maybe that wouldn’t solve anything but i think we would be less nervous


dead prez was fun

this morning

today is looking good considering i ate raspberry jam today, yes

ok

lately

i finished some things and it felt good
i missed the bus and it felt good
there was a cloud and it felt good
buy 2 get 1 and it felt good
i laid there and it felt good
presidente will taste good

oh

oh i dunno we'll see what happens

last night

last night i got a million spider bites on my side and my ribs and oh no. today i will ride my bike because it is sunny. tomorrow is a mystery . . . . .. .. .. ...... maybe i will drink a beer but maybe not. i probably won't eat jam of any variety but that is ok i guess. also i just drrank vapor distilled water with electrolytes and it made me less thirsty than i was before i drank it but my cells feel the same. maybe my expectations were too high. i think the water made me feel nauseated but maybe not. haha


**edit** my approximation of a million bites was very off because i counted and i only have 6

today

today i did not eat raspberry jam although i wish that i did